tiistai 3. tammikuuta 2017

New year resolutions


I am going trough last years pictures and videos, I am making new video diary series, now that I have already shooted everything (episode every week!). I am missing my nails from last spring.. and my long straight red and black hair. My hair is all black now, because I messed up my dyes, damn it! But it will come back soon, I have already bought new silver colors, can´t wait to show you my new style soon!


Last year was very difficult for me, many people left from my life, but I got so many new ones and the old best ones, well they are the best for reason right? I feel the change in me. I am def not the same person I was before. Trust is the main thing these days. I am still super open for my best friends, but other people, opening up is so hard. I can just feel the words and feeling coming up and then.. nothing. I just can´t anymore. Maybe it is a good thing. I am not that type of "normal" finn, I always do what I want, speak everything that comes in mind, I love hugging even strangers and helping is my thing. So maybe, becoming more adult I guess, I can finally understand people who aren´t that open to others. I don´t, still, never want to become cold and selfish, I just couldn´t. If there is so much bad in the world, karma always get its way and there are always someone who´s day you can bright.. yeah, I don´t want become cold, never. So my new years resolution is to become more like me. Again. Love life, love people, love animals, love nature, do the stuff I love the most. I feel better already just thinking about this!


Corset: Sanna Von Steam
Jeans: Spirit store




What else..
  • I want FAM to grow, 
  • I want my own pages to grow.. 
  • I want to get passport and get at least one time in my life go pass my fear of going further from Finland.
  • I will pass one other fear from my never ending list (last year it was the horses)
  • I want to go music festival with my friends
  • Medieval festival also!
  • I will go Tracon with my bestest friends and have uber time
  • More concerts and gigs
  • I will keep my home clean (haha I wish!)
  • We will go more to our summerhouse this summer and I will start my summer garden
  • I will start my herb kitchen
  • More plants in the bedroom
  • Spring cleaning and new balcony 
  • BatFit 2017 will be wicked
  • I pay my loans, all of them (how adult but they stress me a lot)
  • I will full my arms with tattoos (oh yeah!)
  • Do things like I want them to do and stop please people
  • Start streaming games on Twitch and Youtube
  • Do vlogging and Youtube at least once a week
  • Blog at least once a week
  • Paint and draw more


torstai 13. lokakuuta 2016

PunkRave, you rock my world

I am super happy to tell you my new blog collab PunkRave Store. I thought this would be great chance to show few outfit ideas I have had in planned for the future and PunkRave was on my planned wishlist, so this is just like meant to be happened! The brand combines so many style together that I like, it even has awesome mens clothing (so classy by the way!). So let´s get few outfits together, few wishlist items and details about things that are in in general fashion and in my personal life.


Outfit 1 




When the new Mad Max movie came out, the whole world went wild for apocalyptic style. Dystopia, ripped clothes, leather, dusty look has always appealed to me. Loose and tight clothes together combines with the way that always looks good. At the same time you feel like you are save from the world, look badass, it is also so comfy style to use. I once had ripped knitted shirt but I threw it away thinking I don´t need it anymore.. and now I have searched new one, that is just right. I think this would be great for every day use. And because red is my color, I really need these leggins/pants. They are just the right dusty red color I would like to use on my apocalyptic style. With some badass boots, this look is a killer.

Outfit 2


Lets face it, this short leather jacket with tassels, rivets and hood just screams my name, "wear me at bars and photoshoots"! I already see myself using it with tight leather pants or ripped jeans. And I would totally use high heels or wedges, leather kinds of course, with studs maybe. And I would use my leather stud bag which is my favorite bag at the moment when I go outside. I am just beyond words with this jacket and how many jeans and pants there are at PunkRave that I want.. Like the ones on the right with lacing all the on the front. Just gorgeous.






Little Morticia Addams style would be good add to my closet. I love these 2 looks, just timeless classic goth. Left to the fancy events and right for witching hour.



These I just want to use for looking gorgeous and fab.




What can I say? Boleros are my thing right now. Fluffy and lace too. Maybe it is the fall, you just need to get them both to use.





Collars haven´t never been my thing before. But after watching Once upon a time so much, I really would like to look like Regina. Every kind of of big collar would do the trick. Every girl needs a chance to be evil queen once in their life.. right?
Batty ponchos has been going all around internet for years and I still don´t own any, why is that?! I already see myself flabbing my arms up and down and pretend that I can fly and embarrass my friends repeating "look I am a bat!"... yeah.
 And capes.. who would have enough capes..? I already have satin version but I want lace and velvet and.. well.. every kind and color there is.

Well, what are your experiences with PunkRave? Do you think they are just as gorgeous as I think? What would you like to get from there? What do you like to use when autumn kicks in and your mind is all about Halloween and candles with hot tea, warm blankets, layering outfits, up coming winter wanting you just stay inside..?

keskiviikko 5. lokakuuta 2016

Oh deer!




So! I headed towards Rauma to get new tattoo at ChAosInk. I wanted a chestpiece, something that is so me and not that everyone have. Animal skulls has become more kind of a thing lately, but not that much I guess.. And it is totally cool to see what others have took! Anyway, every kind of horned animal is symbol of God to me, so this one really mean a lot to me. Wolfie and deer is now part of Finland´s nature, directly on me, I am so happy! I feel like I have the forest on me. I wanted deer to be realistic, just as the wolfie is, it came up even better I hoped for! Now I am thinking should I get something on the backround.. my first idea was just a skull but.. maybe little vines would look cool?









Last month.. oh what can I say? I am back on my eating and workouts, today is arm day. My cleaning and decorating is finally getting somewhere, I can do kitchen and bedroom post pretty soon, yes! My little cabinet of curiosities is getting bigger and bigger and my friend came by for a coffee the other day, she just kept watching all the little things I have on the shelf, I really love when people like them just as much as I do.



When I am outside and waiting the bus or visiting my friend and stay the night, I keep at least one book with me, lately I have been reading Hannibal trilogy, loooving it! I have read them 3 times now, 4th time, here we come! And when I go to visit my bestie Vicky I always buy icecream and then read my little Pony comics on her sofa. If you like the show, you like the comics too, they are so amazing!




And I finally learned how to make cookies. Of course mine are colorful and all Halloweenie. The tasted so good! When I am baking and waiting what ever I am doing to get done, I read Harry Potter on the kitchen (or some other book) and drink cocoa or coffee from my newest favorite mug which I got from Tracon, Friendship is magic, but magic is heresy, I love crossovers! The print reminds me of me and my husband, he hates MLP and I don´t like his game that much so.. It is just perfect. And it got blood and rainbow coming from Pinkie Pie, come on, that is insanely wicked!


My place to work is just perfect this time of year



I went to see my other besties new apartment few weeks ago. Forest on her back yard just blew me away. And she adopted new little kitten, El Diablo, he is purely little devil I can say. Even cuter that way! Breakfast was great everymorning, I really need to get the same toppings on my bread, it tasted so good and I would have never realized it was vegan if I didn´t knew that already. My breakfast times included reading Sandman and Lenore, perfect way to start the day right?!

I wish you have had just as great starting of autumn as me! And it is not over yet, Samhain is coming fast!!





I started to play Tera, altought I changed my name to Pinkamena