Past month has been amazing. Firstly it started with a gig seeing Battle Beast, they were amazing! I was such a fangirl and totally danced the whole thing trough. I remember the waiting and getting super bored, I remember all the new people I talked with, new friends I made, all the cool outfits people wore, how much I wanted to see the band and when they finally came out and everyone started to scream. I felt bad about myself almost the whole day, but when the band started and I felt everyone´s positive vibes, I felt happier than in very long time. It always wonders me how music brings people together so well and how many things you can feel while listening beats and divine sounds. Noora was amazing and now one of my style icons too, she was such a badass.
But mostly I am just happy that I got to share the moment with my love one and new best friend. It never has been hard for me get new friends, I just always find something to say, try to find something in common or just enjoy the differences between our opinions, learning something new from others is always so enjoyable. So, I went to a trip to see my new friend and got even more friends and now I have new nerd friend group which I love so much. We had awesome photoshoot day on a lake, the whole day was sunny and warm but when the sun set, this huge for came and looked super cool. Everything looked so magical and calm. I would have wanted to stay there the rest of the day but it got so cold, it´s autumn after all. Or now it is winter, because the snow has fallen and it has stayed on the ground for 3 days. I love the sound snow does when you walk on it.
Photographer: Annielina Stenberg
So what I am saying here is, the little details I have from this last month, with all the work stuff with beautiful leaves on the cemetery, totally dark mornings when the stars are still shining on the sky, friends, talks that has lasted for hours and hours, all the learning new from my loves, playing everyday Borderlands, playing the first time What remains of Edith Finch (which I hiiiighly recommend to everyone who enjoys good story time and finding out what mystery houses are actually hiding), the game actually made me cry because I enjoyed the playing so much. The music, the backstories, the freaking house! Oh my Goddess, that house is my actual dream house. If you just paint it black I would totally live there. Or I would live there anyway. Although it spooks me a bit because.. well play it so you know why.
"We will fight ´til the end of the daylight
We will stand ´til the dawn of the new day
In the dark times beast awakes inside"
Battle Beast- We will fight